Heartless

Son#1 and I skipped his school this morning for a quiet and companionable breakfast in Breda.

Then we were off to hospital.

Son#1's hypermobility syndrome could cause heart problems.

Luckily all was well.

The boy has a heart after all, haha.

Meanwhile in my mind, I feel quite lost and lonesome, and completely devoid of any direction in life.

A decade at the university gave me purpose.

All of a sudden, with no work, I am adrift with no clear destination.

I am overqualified to teach at high schools, and too inexperienced.

I alternate between joy and despair.

Who would have thought.

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