We are so scared that he might pass away in hospital, and not at home.
His doctor thinks he's become incredibly frail in a very short time.
It's difficult for me to describe how I feel.
But sad is definitely one of those feelings.
A deep, profound sadness.
I'm so stressed at the moment, that I don't know what to do with myself.
My back is one large knot, my nerves are frayed, and anything that flashes on and off, gets my goat.
I have heart palpitations.
I sleep badly.
And so does the husband - he has his own problems and yet he ponders mine too.
I bought passiflora this morning.
Hopefully I can take a more Zen-ish approach to this chapter of my life.
Just keep breathing, and try not to think.
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