Hummm hummmm and Being Calm

As you can see, I have finally caught up (well, a little bit, then) with technology and will henceforth use Instagram if all else fails.

The snow is still outside but now the rain has also set in, and beautiful as winter can be (on a postcard when you're busy sipping margheritas on a beach with your feet in warm sand), I'm fed up with it now.

Luckily for me, sorry husband, I'll be in South Africa in less than two weeks to visit my parents with Son#3.

Bliss. 

Now if I can only let go of work and stress and just be calm instead of having this racing feeling in my head and heart palpitations, then everything will be just dandy.

I'm thinking of starting Zen meditation classes in Breda, and I would also like stay in a monestary for a weekend in April.

Have to guard against planning everything full to the brim again, though.

This being my downfall at the moment.

Tired of myself.

Sigh.

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